♔ he fell in love with his best friend, when she's ɑround he feels nothing but joy . . ♡

i just. i don't understand how someone can be so heartless. they pretend to care and then just hurt me in the end and i am so done with all of the lies. i just wanna be done with everything. this day has been by far the worst. here comes the longest summer of my life.
 
with that being said, i'm gonna log off of here. i need to cool off so i'll probably be on my ipod floating around tumblr until i fall asleep.
 
sorry for those who need replies. i can't deal with those right now but i'll get to them eventually. ♥

it's almost summer vacation. i can't tell you how many plans i had for this. i had a concert to go to once the school year came around, i actually met people who i had plans with. i met people who understood me, who i would do anything to see smile. life was going pretty good despite what was going on when i came on here. it seems like every time something like this happens, my world comes crashing down. now i'm locked in my room for the entire summer. no friends. no plans. and my computer might be taken away depending on my dads mood. i've had enough. i really don't know if i can do this anymore. i hate feeling alone, i hate feeling judged. i wanna get out of here and be by myself, even have a fresh start. i'm a fifteen year old girl who wants nothing but to live her life the fullest yet that got ripped from my grip because of the silliest little thing.
 
i'm so done. i literally don't know what to do anymore because this was my breaking point, the part where i crumble.
 
i want my best friend right now. i want bree to be back on polyvore so i can talk to her. i want someone who i can talk to who i wont feel annoying. i want someone to understand me but i know i'll never get that.

hi there. c:
 
i know you don't like me for some reason that i haven't been able to put my finger tips on exactly. maybe it's a bunch of reasons combined, i'm not really all that sure. but you've had something against me for a while and even though you don't like or care about me, it doesn't mean that i don't care about you. we've certainly had our differences but nobody deserves to be in the position of suicidal thoughts and what not. i honestly hope you get better and maybe we can talk : but then again, there's no rush on that or anything. c:
 
anyway, you're a really sweet person and i remember a while back on your old account you truly did help me through a lot of things with my dad and even though we never talked on a daily basis or roleplayed, i knew you were someone who had a really good heart and i respect that about you. c:
 
get better, okay? ~
i honestly hope the best for you. you deserve it. (:
 
@alexfuckmeharder.

you know that feeling you get when you have a specific tune of a song stuck in your head but you just can't come up with the actual song title? that's what it's been like for me lately and let me tell you, it's definitely not fun. c:
 
but i just got my laptop back and i'll start getting to roleplay replies now. ♥

› selena marie gomez.
 
› twenty years young.
 
› most people know selena marie gomez as the sweetheart. she's always wearing a smile on her face and is always making out an annoying laugh that makes children and adults of all ages crack a smile. she's friendly and outgoing and is generally a close person to have by your side being that she tends to have good advice. with that being said, she's also very sensitive. while most people see her as very strong from the hate that she's received, the smallest thing can crack her walls into a billion pieces. she is also very family oriented and is always putting her family first. if they need something, she's at their side in the matter of moments.
 
› any type of food that she can get her hands on : family get together's : bubble gums : award shows : singing and dancing in the shower ( it's sort of her secret passion ) : nights in with the girls : her acting career : pouring her heart out through her music : seeing the smile on her fans faces : pickles : cartoons : sitting around in her fuzzy pajamas : spending mornings in bed : breakfast foods ( pancakes, eggs and bacon, etc ), making friendships.
 
› being hounded by paparazzi : waking up early though she does it anyway : the hate mail she receives : most vegetables : being photographed ( that is, if she's not up for it ) : seeing another person cry : the sound of her laughter : her insecurity : drifting away from friends : apple pie : alcoholic beverages : showing off her 'artistic' talent because she truly doesn't have much of it : being caught doing something wrong
 
› truth be told, selena is famous for quite a lot of things. it all started while she was singing with the large purple dinosaur and slowly rose into something much more bigger, something worth watching. not only has she worked with acting ( also her number one talent ) on disney channel and in the occasional movies, she has also been quite well known for her singing skills which are often times bashed on.
 
› harry edward styles, justin drew bieber, logan wade lerman or zayn jawadd malik depending on who plays who and their ships. but that doesn't mean that i'm not willing to try new things. c;
 
› demetria devonne lovato, harold edward styles, vanessa anne hudgens, justin drew bieber, ashley victoria benson, zachary david alexander efron, taylor alison swift, jade amelia thirlwall, zayn jawadd malik and whoever else. c:
 
› comment for these? i don't wanna list down random people who might want to be her friends idk. i feel bad.
 
› i already have an account i just gotta change the name for it. x.
 
› certainly. c; your number one rule : don't give you any bullshit which i'll try not to. (; roleplay with everyone and not just your love interest, keep active on the plb blog, make the group last and generally have fun. oH and the fact that not everyone can be a girl which is completely understandable aaaand that we need to be active.

my otp is actually sort of perfect.
(( who am i kidding, they are perfect xo ))

she's so cute.

i have an idea for a tumblr theme but just ignore this x